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as she feels warmth around her.
All forces binding her are released.
She blends in and disappears.
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Last ice
as she feels warmth around her.
All forces binding her are released.
She blends in and disappears.
Chaos
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to the chaos created by tiny being.
Beginning couldn’t be identified
End cannot be predicted.
Lays its claws on anyone in its way
Making everyone vulnerable without disparity
Outings and gatherings is long gone
Masks and social distancing is new norm
It is sucking joy out of life.
These are little Dementors of muggle world
When will this all end?
Everyone is asking
Sun
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I appear in your world
Your day begins
I fill light in everyone life
I disappear
You’re filled with darkness
Mixed feelings
I had mixed feelings today. It had been long since I had such a feeling. I couldn't control my emotions. I knew that it was stupid to weep over such trivial matter. It didn't deserve that much attention. I cried like a child. I was deeply hurt.
Some random person yelled at me. There was no politeness in speech. Tried to humiliate through words. I was hurt by aggression and not by words. It was like dog barking at stranger. It was toxic enough even for the people around me to feel the petty behaviour.
I could have walked away. I couldn't. I could have retaliated same behaviour towards the person but didn't. I didn't want to speak with anyone but also didn't react. That time I was reminded of a quote by an eminent person who said if you are angry or unhappy at someone, then instead of reacting immediately move out from the place to a calmer one. This helps regretting of ones own reaction to the situation.
I told the person what was to be told to make that person understand and did what I had to do. Then quietly left the place. I was calm and composed outside. Inside I was a volcano, waiting to burst my lava of emotions. I came back to home and let my emotions free.
Some random person yelled at me. There was no politeness in speech. Tried to humiliate through words. I was hurt by aggression and not by words. It was like dog barking at stranger. It was toxic enough even for the people around me to feel the petty behaviour.
I could have walked away. I couldn't. I could have retaliated same behaviour towards the person but didn't. I didn't want to speak with anyone but also didn't react. That time I was reminded of a quote by an eminent person who said if you are angry or unhappy at someone, then instead of reacting immediately move out from the place to a calmer one. This helps regretting of ones own reaction to the situation.
I told the person what was to be told to make that person understand and did what I had to do. Then quietly left the place. I was calm and composed outside. Inside I was a volcano, waiting to burst my lava of emotions. I came back to home and let my emotions free.
Reading on internet
We used visit the library to borrow and read books. When we were kids, we had 1 hour dedicated to reading books in our school. These days, the internet is the source of reading. Any piece of information can be obtained from the internet. Older articles, books are obtained as scanned copies. So much of information can be gathered. The shortcomings of insufficient books in a smaller library are overcome by the internet.
A computer with good internet connection is important. Technology is advanced and size of the source of information has reduced to a size of a palm. Everybody has smartphones. Many e-readers are available for downloads. These e-readers also have some classics that are available for free for readers.
The feeling is different when one reads paper books and on the e-reader. Going to the library to pick books on the rack, planning what to read next, the smell of the pages of a book, these experiences cannot be obtained with the e-reader. One can take many e-books stored in an e-reader which is not possible with paper books. Also, the e-reader brightness can set can be to read in the dark.
News channels and papers have their own their own websites.They update news every hour on their sites. Even working people who would have had to wait to reach homes and watch news can access even before it is published in newspapers next morning or watch it on television.
The Internet is useful to anyone who is in search of information. There could be false information spreading around. So one has to be careful to analyze and choose which is best for them.
The reason I cut my hair short
I have straight hair or wavy hair I donot know. They are wavy after bath and straight when dry. I love the fact that my hair is silk and soft after drying. I had long hair like 10 years ago. It was upto waist. I used to tie them into single braid.
I started cutting my hair shorter because I wanted to try different hairstyles. I had layered cut at first. The length of hair was still long enough. Then slowly over years I use to get hair cut such as u-cut, v-cut and straight cut. As a result, I had medium length hair which is length slightly below shoulders. I have good hair growth after cutting them. I am satisfied with it. Six months ago, I cut my hair upto my neck and now it has become further short upto my face.
I used to loose hair on oiling and on washing. Hair fall was due to different reasons. The water had calcium and magnesium salts. Washing with such water will cause hair fall. The sweat and dust in hair, change in weather also affected hair.Long hair was difficult to maintain. The stress levels I had due to work also made it difficult. Long hair required me to make time for hair care routines. Since I have least interested in hair lengths, I decide to cut short my hair. I have observed that the amount of hair loss on washing hair is less after haircut.
There are lot of benefits for me with short hair. I can was regularly. I can maintain them well. I donot need to tie them back and let them free. I am not afraid that they will get tangled due to wind or breeze and make me look messy.
When I had longer hair, I used to get my hair trimmed at home.I was afraid to go to the salon. I was worried that they will cut it shorter and what if the hairstyle doesn't look go on me. Now I not scared of it. If it is cut shorter than before, I would be happy that I have tried different hair style, the one I wouldn't have asked to cut. That does not mean I hate my hair. I am not going for boy cut or shave my head. I like my hair.I want to see myself in short hair for a change.
I was contented with my length of my hair and never wanted to cut them short. Now I have crossed that phase. I have enjoyed having long hair for enough time. I am happy with my hair length now.
I started cutting my hair shorter because I wanted to try different hairstyles. I had layered cut at first. The length of hair was still long enough. Then slowly over years I use to get hair cut such as u-cut, v-cut and straight cut. As a result, I had medium length hair which is length slightly below shoulders. I have good hair growth after cutting them. I am satisfied with it. Six months ago, I cut my hair upto my neck and now it has become further short upto my face.
I used to loose hair on oiling and on washing. Hair fall was due to different reasons. The water had calcium and magnesium salts. Washing with such water will cause hair fall. The sweat and dust in hair, change in weather also affected hair.Long hair was difficult to maintain. The stress levels I had due to work also made it difficult. Long hair required me to make time for hair care routines. Since I have least interested in hair lengths, I decide to cut short my hair. I have observed that the amount of hair loss on washing hair is less after haircut.
There are lot of benefits for me with short hair. I can was regularly. I can maintain them well. I donot need to tie them back and let them free. I am not afraid that they will get tangled due to wind or breeze and make me look messy.
When I had longer hair, I used to get my hair trimmed at home.I was afraid to go to the salon. I was worried that they will cut it shorter and what if the hairstyle doesn't look go on me. Now I not scared of it. If it is cut shorter than before, I would be happy that I have tried different hair style, the one I wouldn't have asked to cut. That does not mean I hate my hair. I am not going for boy cut or shave my head. I like my hair.I want to see myself in short hair for a change.
I was contented with my length of my hair and never wanted to cut them short. Now I have crossed that phase. I have enjoyed having long hair for enough time. I am happy with my hair length now.
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